why do i feel like crying when i have absolutely nothing to cry about?
why can't i just let go? thats it isn't it? i can't let go. not of friends, not of family, not of dreams, not of my stupid ambitions. not my prejudices, my anger, my discontent, my malicious tendencies. and not my life. OOH, NO especially not my life! the most insignificant thing in the world, and i can't just give it up? why is that so hard? i would rather go without food (and thats saying something) than give up something that in the end will eat away at my soul.
wow this is pathetic.
excuse me while i water my pillow.
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[hug]
(oh...hope some optimism returns when you get some sleep, very important thing)
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