Saturday, September 13, 2008

life is oh-so-bright-and-fluffy (in other words, i'm in high school)

so, my life has been rather hectic of late. what with volleyball and basketball and school and homecoming and football games and church and family and friend time, i'm pretty busy! right now i am getting a little ahead in homework, doing a book report. i don't really have much i want to say, nothing has happened lately that was really blog-worthy. i'm trying to keep myself so busy that i can hold the illusion of joy and happiness and all those other things i'm supposed to be feeling intact. when i think too much i make myself fall apart. i feel like i'm nothing but a vague reflection. a mirror made of glass that could shatter at any moment. but i hope i'm stronger than that. maybe i'm made of steel. okay, enough with the really weird symbolism. i have been reading brit lit too long!
just wanted to let the people who read this know that i'm still alive.
it just gets worse and worse, doesn't it?