hyperactive exhaustion

i guess that is otherwise known as the post-caffeine jitters. i think i was a little too... honest with my parents tonight. when i'm caffeinated, i can't make myself shut up. so i told them all about the alcoholic beverages i have tasted (which i thought they knew about, but apparently they didn't), and i freaked them out by saying, "i'm the kind of person who has to try everything, just to say i did it." STUPID STUPID STUPID! let me clarify: i will not try drugs, or promiscuity. i meant that statement mostly in reference to alcohol (as in, i will taste different kinds). i don't want to get drunk, i am a control freak so that idea has no appeal to me. but my parents were sufficiently freaked out. i wouldn't be surprised if my mom starts wanting me to live at home thru college now! i finally got it thru to them that i won't be coming home from college a druggie, wasted, or pregnant. it was rather amusing. oh, the stupid things i say when i let my mouth run. i feel kinda guilty about it now. not the fact that i've tried drinks, but that i freaked my parents out for no reason. i need to go to bed. i babysat a toddler for nine hours today, so i'm completely wiped out. typing relaxes me, so i will sleep soundly tonight, despite the 3 cokes i drank today. i hadn't had coke in almost a year!